December 20, 2012

I woke up in the morning and two MFM Specialists came to see me. I was hopeful they'd have some good ideas to help me. But again, they told me to terminate. They had been my last hope. Soon thereafter my temperature started to climb. When it reached 100.4F I no longer had a choice. The doctors said I had an infection and would be induced. They started me on Misoprostol that morning. I saw my baby alive one last time on the ultrasound. He looked so healthy. Great heartbeat, strong movement. I couldn't believe these doctors were going to end his life.